Greetings Travelers!
I am making this website to share my art away from the awful algorithms and create a place online that I can call my own! Thanks for stopping by!
Who am I?
- I'm Lily AKA Cosmic Capybara
- I'm an artist, illustrator, and game developer!
- I love video games and making art more than anything!
- I'm trans!

My Blog
Jun 29, 2026
I spent a few days archiving all my old video projects on my new youtube account and I finally got them all set up! Besides that, I have a couple drawings I've been working on but motivation is kinda sparse. Nothing else to really update but I just wanted to share that my videos are live once again! Check them out HERE
Jun 26th, 2026
It's been a long while! I kinda fell out of updating this site for a bit while I tackled finals and since them I got pretty obsessed with a personal project and a few games! Geez, since updating I've actually completed a fair few games and put a ton of time into my latest obsession: Fallout New Vegas! I completed the pokedex for PKMN White (everything you can get in a single copy of the game lol), I completed Zelda A Link to the Past, Metroid Fusion, the base content for Luigi's Mansion 3DS, and Minecraft Xbox 360 Edition! I'm a very fair chunk through New Vegas and currently working on all the companion quests!
Besides all of that, the biggest project I tackled was making a game for my partner's birthday! Virtua Scar is a virtual pet game where you make money selling ice cream to purchase food and drinks to make Scar happier! If you max out their happiness, they paint a picture that you can hang in the background! It's very simple but was definitely still a challenge for a junior dev like me lol and I learned a lot! I'm so so proud of the finished product and they seemed to really love it so I can't expect a better result!
It's actually available to play on my itch.io HERE
Now that I finished that project, I want to get back into working on this website! I've been trying to find a healthy balance of posting to social media and sharing my art without getting addicted or obsessing over engagement. It's not the easiest, but I feel good where I am!
Lately, with the current state of the world, I feel this feverish need to create. I think part of it is feeling isolated back home during the summer and wanting to do something other than bedrot. There's also so little I feel capable of accomplishing against the tide of bigotry and violence and apathy/ai, but I CAN create. I can make stuff, even if it's dorky Project Hail Mary or Fallout fanart. I love being an artist and I'll never stop creating and learning and growing!!! Hope and love and whimsy forever!!!!
March 26th, 2026
Spring has sprung! Today is the first day it actually feels like spring! I got through some long days and feel calm and ready to make some more art :3 I'm hoping to get some more work done on this site this weekend as well as make something personal!
I beat the Elite 4 in Pokemon White last night, thanks to my overleveled Samurott, Otto! I have been using Poke Classic Network to get the trade exclusive pokemon and I'm well on my way to completing my Unova living dex! There's still plenty I have left to do so it'll be a while before I begin a journey elsewhere.
I hit 2 months on estrogen a few days ago! I feel so thrilled to be living the life I am. The world is very scary and mental health is a constant struggle but I feel so excited to just be me. I'm gonna keep making stuff and romanticising my life how I can; for example, this is my first spring that I've known I'm a woman! I hope to enjoy the season under a new light as a more truthful and unburdened version of myself :) Sorry if this was too ranty or personal, I just feel very excited to step into a new chapter!
Take care of yourselves and eachother! Make stuff, cut yourself some slack, and enjoy any nice weather you get!
March, 20th, 2026
Hi all you interstellar voyagers! I appreciate you stopping by to read a little bit about me :3 This section will be my little blog to talk about whatever... I'm keeping it loose :)
I'm currently working on a little 3DS shrine and basing the hub for the different pages on the 3DS homescreen. I have been incredibly obsessed with DS and 3DS's lately and am very excited to put that page together and develop a space to gush about it! I've been playing a lot recently as well! Mainly Animal Crossing New Leaf, Angry Birds Trilogy, Pokemon White, and just last night I tried out Art Academy!! Here's the drawing I made of my lovely partner to test the game out!
I've got a decent bit of homework to get done this weekend, so I'm hoping I can summon the motivation to get ahead so that this next week isn't stressful. Wish me luck!